First things first, have you all checked out my new header? I thought that considering the blog (and my life) is moving in a different directions, it was time to get a beautiful header to go along with it. I am in love with it and crack up every time I see it and see Reddick’s face. He wasn’t part of the original plan, but after learning how much you guys love reading about him and the suggestion from my sister, he got added in. I have to give a shout out to Char who designed the header. She was phenomenal to work with. I only wish that I had the funds to redesign my whole blog because I was so impressed with her work. She also designed Lisa’s blog, The Splattered Apron (which is so cute, by the way). If you ever need any design work done at an incredibly reasonable price, please contact Char at Delight Designs.
I’m in a pretty good mood so I thought I’d share this glow with all of you. Weird? Maybe. But you all know enough about me by now that I’m barely two shades of normal.
Life has been amazing lately. For the first time in years I feel like everything is falling into place.
I’m marrying my best friend. He really is my best friend. He was my best friend before we started dating. I’ve been waiting to marry him for over seven years now. I’m so excited to go home in a few weeks and start the process. We’re going to look at a few venue options at home and have an engagement party!
I’m living the dream. Honestly. It’s cheesy, I know, but looking back on old conversations I would always say “my dream would be to work for myself and work with food”. I don’t know why I ever thought that I didn’t deserve that dream. I’m glad I got my sh*t together and finally took the plunge. Life is way to short to be anything less than 100% happy.
I like living here. I always liked living here in Maryland/DC, but it was always really hard for me to be away from my entire family and most of my friends. I still get a little homesick and I still miss everyone, but I’m making a place for myself here. I’m not afraid to go out alone and talk to a stranger (not in a creepy way). I’ve made friends in my building, through blogging and many other ways. It took a little while for me to get comfortable enough to open myself up to these new groups of people, but it feels great to have friends here and to have a calendar full of plans. (I’m not that big of a loser, I promise.)
I’m over my fears. My grandmother always says things like, “oh you don’t have any problems starting anything, you make friends so easily, your so outgoing” and I was like that, until I stepped out of my little hometown bubble and saw how big and scary the world was. I admittedly hid under a rock for a long time. I didn’t want to meet new people. I didn’t want to try new things. I just liked being comfortable. Again, life is too short to be comfortable. Now I’m organizing blogger meetups, hosting parties, entering recipe contests and going on weekend trips without knowing anyone. I’m out of my little slump and it feels great.
I honestly don’t think I have any complaints right now. Things are stressful, sorting out my tuition, part-time job, bills and the tons of traveling we have to do this summer, but I’m ok with it. We will deal. I’m actually embracing my to-do list.
A lot of you have told me that you are envious of the courage that I have to quit my job and follow my dream. I can’t sit here and tell you that everyone is in the perfect place to do the same thing, because that’s not reality. But I do hope that somewhere in the near future you are at that place – mentally and financially – so that you can, too, follow your dreams.
If you don’t have the funds, start saving today. I’ve been saving for three years and it’s providing me a good cushion for the next few months.
If you don’t think you have the support system, look around this world. Your family and friends might take awhile to wrap their heads around your decision. The blogging community has been so incredibly supportive. It’s such a positive group.
If you have no idea what this passion is, it’s ok. I honestly had no clue what I was doing until a few months ago. I talked to a lot of people. I visited different schools. I asked a million questions. I became quite the pain in the butt to those who are around me a lot (thanks MJW, Mom and Sister). It didn’t come to me overnight. You will sort it out. It might be tomorrow, it might be five years from now, but it will come.
Thank you for all your support! You have been amazing and I can’t wait to tell you all about the crazy year ahead of me!